Wow. I keep fucking forgetting about this thing. Lol. Well the past couple of months have deff. been crazy. My friend Vinnie died...so sad...me and my mom are getting along thank god. its just all getting better. So im gonna TRY to write in this all the time lol. But im busy right now so ima go =]

♥Marissah

Well. Today is the 25. Its been lets see.....5 months today since my grandma Daugherty passed away....Really doesnt feel that long.

I Miss You

Long ass time since i posted. I always say yeah im gonna post in this everyday but i dont ever get the chance to. So yeah i got with this chick named Laura. And uhm that definitlyconvinced me to come out to my mom. I did and shes "Ohkay" with that. Well me and Laura got VERY serious and i loved her very much but its over now. She left me for a fat ( Read more... )

Yeah so its been a while.SO in the the lst couple months i noved to my grandmas and me adn Anthony decided to never get bcak together.He got a new gf named Taylor.I dont like her lol.at all.Today i moved back in woth my mom.Homecoming was saturday.When i get hte pics i will post em.Im exhuasted.Ima go.

*♥Marissah

Been a while since i wrote in this thing but ya know why not start now. . . well this has been an emotional like. . . 3 months. me and anthony broke up cuz he thought me and Tjai were doin shit and i was extremly sad. i bought him a ring and the day we broke up i recieved it in the mail i was like great. right now were "talking" but were not ( Read more... )

i had the most AMAZING weekend...i spent all weekend with anthony..

theres something about him..

*i love the way he smells even when hes not wearin cologne
*i love the way he looks as me and gives me the cutest looks
* i absolutley love when hewill be layin in bed and i will wake him up and he will act like hes sleepin and pull me down with himm ( Read more... )

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this is a poem i wrote and it sux but i want to share it : )

"Paradise"
*i open my eyes
*theres nothing but white
*theres a man standing there
*saying come into the light
*my face was cold and lifeless
*with a slight tinge of gray
*it wasnt time && i knew it so i begged him to let me stay
*he said i should come that would be best
*i looked at him ( Read more... )

i am at Michelle's omfg i missed her so much!! SHE SAID FUCK 31 TIMES!@!#!@#!#!!! lmao i love ya sweetie! anyways alot of shit has went on in the past what week! Dalton came over last night and we hung out and shit yeaaa i really love him but i think i may still be in love etih anthony is tha bad? MICHELLE JUST SAID FUCK AGAIN! lmao But there is ( Read more... )