I hate boys and I hate catty girls and I hate that I got drunk and hooked up with that guy. because now i'm just a joke. I'm sry I'm not the hotest chick on the block or that I'm over weight but I'm not a fucking joke.

Hopefully the world is alot smaller then it is, and you see the people you miss the most, no matter how far away they are. If not, you have to eventually get over missing them I guess...

This is an angry message, as most ones are when I feel like writing in my livejournal. But the reason I write them in my lifejournal is because the people that I know on livejournal, I trust. There are absolutely no connections with the people on livejournal to the people I get angry at. I have never once been angry with the people I know on LJ. ( Read more... )

So for my birthday Jeff got me Guster Tickets...Floor...am I excited...YES!!! I told him last week how I felt about him. He already knew, big suprise there....but he's going to this concert with me cuz well all my Guster lovers are way too far away to come to a concert on friday night. So I'm forcing him to listen to Guster from now until friday ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Jeff's he said he missed drunk Rachel...yeah thats cuz he gets action from me then and he feels ok about it...

Have you ever felt just completely forgotten about. Like you were such a small part in someones life you are easliy replaced, even though in ur life they were everything and you thought you ment at least alittle bit to them ( Read more... )

I haven't talked to Jeff since Sunday...I'm working on it. Slowly I think I'm getting over him.

So I got a job at Girl Mania, it's cute, boring, close to home. Today I had an interview at Club Libby Lu at Downtown Disney and was hired on the spot. I love Club Libby Lu and at this one I get free Dland passes, free parking, etc...I get paid more at the Club Libby Lu but I have to drive farther. I have to drive about a half hour...which job ( Read more... )

This always happens to me. I get close to a guy and then he turns around and goes for my close friends. Half the time I don't even like the guy but as soon as a more attractive girl comes into the picture I'm pushed back. My mom told me I should just ignore it, after the third time how can you just ignore it ( Read more... )

Jeff moved out today and yesterday and both days I was at work. I feel sick to my stomach. I don't like this. I don't want to move out. all day I've felt like either puking or crying...AHHHH life is stressful.