I don't know why I get this way. I feel like my insides are being ripped apart in 324899 different directions and I don't know how to keep them from doing this. I guess maybe I was a fool to believe your games and your lies, but maybe I was just human. I feel almost as if you never even cared to listen to what I had to say or what I thought. I feel ( Read more... )

I have decided that I can't keep chasing something that is never going to happen ( Read more... )

i have abandonded lj for such a long time.

call me.

The fact that I am so patient hurts me sometimes. I wait and wait, but nothing comes in return. I wait for my time to be in the spotlight, and to be wanted. Maybe I was a fool to think that you wanted anything to do with me, and maybe I was silly for thinking that you cared about me. I hope that things work out in my favor this time, I really do, ( Read more... )

if you walk away, i'll walk away
first tell me which road you will take
i don't wanna risk our paths crossing someday
so you walk that way, i'll walk this way

I can honestly say that I don't really know what it feels like to have a support system. So many people have preached to me about how necessary it is, and how much it can help me to "get better". Well, seeing as how my family is a complete dud, and I can't rely on anyone else, I am feeling very screwed. I don't know how I have put myself into this ( Read more... )

It's funny how thoughts can sneak up on you and turn into something much more in the blink of an eye ( Read more... )

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--edit. It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
And you've been good to me
Just lately I' ( Read more... )

BELL CHOIR IS AMAZING!

JACKIE LOVES ALL OF YOU UNCONDITONALLY!

You just don't see me anymore. Now I've been losing everything. You just don't see me any more. I'll say goodbye. Since you left, she's a mess. She regrets all the things that she could have said.

I will turn to see a face, just a face, just a face. So surrounded by a name. What a name, what a name. You never want to change, what you gave, what you ( Read more... )