if i could think straight ( Read more... )

Mspuddingkup: you are crossing the line between nice and outrageous

i'll let all of this end
i'll just cry myself to sleep
none of this ever worked
no matter how much you
or even me
wanted it to
i can't exactly say why
i wish i knew all the answers
but somethings just happen
whether you want to blame me or not

my grasp is slipping
if only i could hold on
maybe i wouldn't be drowning
if only you could see me
then you'd understand
just how hard this is
i keep spinning in circles
i'll never stop
not because i don't want to
but because i'll have to see you again.