i cover my face
and mask my lies
all of this is so far beyond the truth
that it's impossible to get back
but
it was worth it.

my jealously will ruin what could ever be
my tears are filled with hope
my heart is filled with love
my eyes are filled with want
so you see
i'm fake
because none of these things can ever be true

*i don't like this one, but i don't know how to fix it. suggestions.*

leave me be

give me a smile

ignore me

look in my eyes

walk away

tell me you love me

leave me standing there forever

my love is yours to take.

rabbit
my friend
rabbit
the one who knows me
rabbit
the only one that listens
rabbit

tell me how this is supposed to be
ok
so maybe i missed your voice
i should have seen what you were saying
i should be in your arms right now
but i messed up once again
and now
i'll never get the chance.

"What?"
"I didn't say anything."
"Again?"
"I have nothing to say. So, it wouldn't be useful to you to try and make an arguement out of me being speechless."
"I wasn't going to try. I don't have the strength to even look you in the eye anymore. You actually think I'd have enough strength to cry over you?"

sinking
drowning
defying my own defeat
if this isn't love
tell me what is

sally sits in her window
she sits all alone
never talks to anybody
not even one soul
she hides her heart
from all the world
she keeps her secrets
locked up in her eyes

let's just say i can't do this anymore

please
let me know
i can't stand to look in your eyes
without knowing how you feel
it makes me feel like i'm drowning
but i can't fight to get back to the surface
i just need to know
please
i can't go on like this
freaking out every now and then
knowing that maybe
you just hate me.