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i got back, we are ok, we always are okay...
i don't know for sure what to do with my life, i think is probably time for me to start making choices and sticking to them...
lately, my head almost always hurts
i must be getting real sick...
i'd be to f***ed up to notice when it happens...

this is how i feel

my head feels numb, i am going to my gf later on and i don't want to, is gonna be 3 or 4 continous hours of fighting i don't wanna hurt her, nor to get hurt myself...
i wish someone was reading this...
haha so pathetic...

my girlfriend wants out, i wouldn't blame her, i mean i am not the best bf around... anyway she wants me to take the blame for everything, i am afraid i can't deal with that... not anymore

how can i start, if i don't have a begining...

i'll come back later with a begining