well...its been a stinkin long time since i have written in this thing...i totally forgot i even had it. well im still here in the "oh so great country" iraq. yeah it really sucks. at least i have vern here though. she is the best ever. we actually found out that we get to come home at the end of january. well...not home to cali but home to ( Read more... )

i gotta work at 4.30 am tomorrow. fun fun fun. im kinda hungry...i havent eaten dinner yet. kinda sucks. dude...i got 200 bucks in the mail from my grandma yesterday. it was supposed to be for graduation...kinda late but oh well. money is always nice. who knows what to spend it on though. maybe clothes...but maybe not cause clothes these ( Read more... )

so i guess its time that i write in this thing. its been a while. so yeah...the national guard is a for sure thing now. kristin and i ship out on october 15th. so yeah....we need to hang out with our friends like extra much because we are gonna miss them all. im pretty excited about going...the only suck thing is missing everyone. thats gonna ( Read more... )

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dude....i cant wait to hang out with you more....you are the raddest chick ever. my sister wants to hang too. so like it will be fun and stuff. we should do soemthing really fun and we can have a sleep over too. yeah...and gets lots of food cause food is good. hehe...ill give you a call soon....and we can figure out when is a good day we can ( Read more... )

dude...i got the job at starbucks!! now me and kristin get to work together. we rock it!! i start tomorrow. yayyy!!!

yeah well i broke up with belgium last night. boys suck. seriously. part of me still wants to be with him but i know that if i stay with him i will just get hurt by the whole situation. it sucks though. i mean i know its not his fault that he might not come back but still...he coulda told me before and it woulda saved a lot of pain and stuff ( Read more... )

okay so im stuck on something. i have no idea at all what i should do. aight so on sunday night i was talking to belgium on the phone and he told me that he is most likely gonna move back home because of all these different reasons like school is cheaper, his mom wants him home and stuff like that. so that totally hits me off guard because the ( Read more... )

so i guess a lot have things have been going on in my head. and i just need to let some of it out. first of all....i want to talk to somebody really bad about how i feel inside but for some reason i have this wall around my heart and i cant tell people how i feel for anything. i dont know why...its just seriously sooo hard for me to tell people ( Read more... )

im so happy....i got 3 new shirts today. like i went shopping with belgium. and i am a bargain shopper cause i got 2 shirts for only 15 bucks. heck yeah. its so fun. my feet hurt though. shopping really isnt my thing but i need clothes so i gotta do it sooner or later ya know. but i still need like pants or something...stuff to go with my ( Read more... )