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There are some people in the world who should never have been born, but they do, so we should make them cease to exist. I'm sure death would be welcome to them, they are too weak to take their own life. When you die, I want you to know, I'll be attending your funeral. Not to mourn, but to finally make me happy. What could be better than seeing your ( Read more... )

Tom: Do you still smoke ( Read more... )

I like blood, I like how it looks, I like what it represents. I like it when it drips from my mouth, down my arms, over my eyes. I'm relaxe when I bleed, maybe it's the adreniline. Ehh, who cares, this is my writing. I even like how it tastes. Yeah, I know this is rather random, but it goes with what I said today about pain.

I'm feeling something new. I don't know what it is, I can't even explain it. I'm feeling lost just because of this feeling. How can you deal with something(or not depending on what it is) when you don't know what it is? I feel drained, it's hard to make time for people and things, I have no where near the homework amount of my friends, but still, ( Read more... )

( Orgasm Song )

( BUTTERFLY! )

Well, I have one more session with the therapist and I'm done YAY. I guess i'm all fixed now, or I can hide how I am better than ever, either way I'm done so I really don't care. Um, I'm gong to talk to Bethany tonight, if I can get out of scouts, i'll do it when she get's back from the doctor. But if I do, I'm going over there at like nine. Bad? ( Read more... )

I'm gong fucking crazy! I'm not going to school in the morning because I have a damn therapist apointment, what the hell? I'm missing enough school as it is because of florida(not capitolized because I'm pissed). I've been really depressed lately. Thanks Christina, you are so very helpful, even when I don't want to be helped. Anyway, I'm thinking ( Read more... )

Ay yi yi yi ( Read more... )