My uterus hates me

I saw Christian the other day while I was working. I forgot how much I loved that boy. I was so afraid I'd lost a friend, but realized that hes such a loyal person, I could never lose him. We talked for a while about stuff and he said that if I ever needed anything, to call him. Which means a lot because my list of "if you ever need anything call ( Read more... )

When I get upset, my inner attention whore completely comes out. I feel like a two year old child.

Second time in a couple days.. a new record for me I guess. Its bee a pretty stressful day and my normal therapist isnt here... shes.. shes working and I guess theres a million and one things running through my head. This weekend was amazing and sucky at the same time. Sunday was my 6 month anniversary with Steve and I can honestly say that I love ( Read more... )

Tonight I pulled into my driveway after work, dinner and ben & jerry's with Laura. It was kinda late. It had been a long day. I opened my car door and I looked out into the night sky and I saw stars for what seemed like the first time in weeks. For some reason I never really payed them much attention in the past few weeks. I picked out two. The ( Read more... )

If I had gone away to school...

1. I wouldnt have been there for my Laura last night when she needed me.

2. I wouldnt be here for my best friend in the whole world when shee needs me.

3. I probably wouldn't be as happy as I am.

4. And I'd probably have shrunken clothing since I can't do my own laundry.

I decided today at work that I am going to stop meddling in things I have no business meddling in. I try to make people think the way I want them to think. I want them to think for themselves.

I went back to East today to see Mr. White and it was so weird to go back. I heard in a movie somewhere that "You can never go home again" and it kind of applied to today. I went there, a place I was so familiar with and I felt like an outsider. It felt weird to not belong to a school I once hated and then grew to love. And now, I'm an outsider ( Read more... )

This friday i worked.
I came home to eat reheated rice a roni and pasta.
I put on pajamas.
I was a hopeless romantic and watched The Wedding Planner.
Then I watched the end of Moulin Rouge.
I have work in 7.5 hours.
I am going to sleep.
Stimulating? You bed.
I'm coloring you excited for me.

Baby sisters are cool. They listen to you vent. They deal with your worst moods and they're just all around amazing like that. What would I do without my Laura Brenna?