I know this seems bad, but I don't care. Soph and I are doing the Special-K diet, just for two weeks, but I have attempted to take it to a different level and am loving it so much. Since we started yesterday morning, I have had only 480 calories plus a fruit cup and a starbucks coffee (for both of which I do not know the calorie count, but whatever ( Read more... )

I want to get lifted, but I'm all by myself. Is that totally wrong? Yeah, pretty much. Plus it's probably too early.. I really just want it to get a good and full night's sleep. I'm lonely with an empty bed! It bites. I'm just stalling, while seriously indecisively debating whether or not to fulfill my urges. hmm..

This is so weird; so much so that I've attempted to write this very line about six times, then deleted it, and started over. It's not like I ever have a second to write anymore, but I feel as though for the next two months I'll have ample time. I also feel like I should be starting fresh altogether because everything is so different now and I feel ( Read more... )

i always get the urge to write, but rarely ever do. i had to write this down somewhere. i LOVE it ( Read more... )

hmm. it's funny, the only reason i enjoy writing in here is mainly because i enjoy looking back and reading what i wrote months later. and the only reason i ever stop is when the wrong people find out the wrong things and it gets to me. scary to say, a lot has changed ( Read more... )

so i don't know. things have been pretty good lately i guess ( Read more... )

even if you think the flame has died, there's at least one lyric that'll hit that last hot spot, and then you'll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again.

michael texted me today to let me know the money order i sent finally went through, fucking like three months later, and that my four hundred dollars didn't disappear- just went to shit. and who is to blame ( Read more... )

so...i stopped writing that previous entry before i told about thursday. i just felt like stopping there would be alright ( Read more... )

oh my god ( Read more... )