One face for the crowd
Another for family
Then one for yourself
Each day wear a different one
Choose the one that pleases the most
Every night put every single one away
Just to spend the night as you
Sometimes its hard to change them
Its oh so tiring trying to prove something to everyone
When all you want inside is to be you
All the way you and have ( Read more... )

Title: Can you feel me
Author: imperfecttime
Rating: PG-13 (just to be safe)
Pairing(s): Reid/ Morgan
Warnings: Implied Character death
Summary: Reaching out for love is something that is eternal and will follow into death.

Can you feel me, I've got my finger tips on your lips
There's not a soul in sight
Yet you ignore me
It's like you can't even see me
My ( Read more... )

This is a letter you'll never get,it will contain all I fail to say from day to day.
Here you can read all the lies and secrets my heart hides.
Go figure I'm not big enough to say these lost things in person,so here it goes.
You inspire me
You make me hate you for the things my heart does
I'd like my heart back from you because you do not want it and ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for something, a sign, a swift kick in the ass. Anything would be fine as long as it gets me out of this rut. The feeling of being a hopeless fuck up looms over me and I can't get rid of it. I'm drowning and boy do i wish I'd figured out how to swim this sea.  I failed the math test I very much needed to pass in order to get me out of ( Read more... )

It's time for me to write again! I don't care what it is, I've got to write something down! It has been way too long since I last wrote something. Maybe the lack of writing has me in a funk. There's this scholarship/contest thing for writing and the deadline is DEC17 and the word limit is 17,000 words.  I want to go for it but it might be insane ( Read more... )

Ugh it seems the days are melting into one and I keep losing time somewhere in between. There appears to never be enough time for me to get my shit done or maybe it's my lack of planning that screws it up for me. Either way things aren't getting done and it bothers me. What I really need to start doing again is writing because my muse has been ( Read more... )

I'm sick, not on the outside where everyone can see
Oh no, Dear I'm sick on the inside
Inside me resides a cloud of rot
A pit of misery 
A bottomless pit of despair
But the pain of it all thrills me
I hate it but at the same time, I love every bit of it
The harsh dreams and shadows dripping with despair
They all bring me what I lack
But only when I forget ( Read more... )

So these last three days have been pretty much consumed with planning my Step uncles funeral and things of the like.... Though I'm not to entirely sure it has been three days. It may have been less, I'm running on disjointed sleep. So not much of what is going on in my head makes any kind of sense. Today at the viewing I saw my first dead body and ( Read more... )

I'm in the mood to do something, be it something self destructive or productive. Though my ever growing bad mood is keeping me from venturing out into the outside world. It would do me no good to go out piss someone off. Though it'd make me feel ten times better, I only say this because the constant pain in my face has made me a little more than ( Read more... )

There's something I wanted to say but I wasn't quite sure how to go about  it ( Read more... )