i've been in a terrible mood for the whole day and i guess i have hidden it well. and my head is aching, and i feel kind of frustrated. i just watched one discussing kind of programme from tv and it made me feel so frustrated because i couldn't participate in that discussion. i had so much everything to say! all those argumentations and everything ( Read more... )

i have 5 x my zine heart + to give and send away as a christmas gift.

today, in the middle of everything, i had that warm feeling in my stomach, somewhere. like you were in love but i can't say if i am or not, i shouldn't think about it now, i'm afraid that this feeling will go away. i can't tell if it already did. i need something to keep me warm since it's so cold everywhere ( Read more... )

i have to get to some record shop now, i have to! i've been listening to this song over and over and i want this album, i want it now. and i only have little part of the song, it's not enough. i really should dislike this in myself, being so damn impatient, wanting everything like this. right now, no second chances. and i'm not even sure if i have ( Read more... )

doing this makes me neurotic, but well that's what i am. so, of course i have to do this too, because i want. and because this is somehow very exciting after all.
so, what you could do is to leave an anonymous comment about me, what you really think about me and things like that.

thank you!

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well, i have ujournal, in finnish actually ( Read more... )

never dream! so, my site is back. and i like it quite a lot. the lay-out i mean. and i guess i'll cry if no-one comments. ( so please ( Read more... )

radical girls will be down for some time. but that doesn't really matter anything. today i've been reading, 20 pages. and i wrote 10 new writings i think. and i love them all. bless. i guess i haven't wrote them, maybe my twin sister or someone a bit like me. at least that's what i like to think. because somehow you can't love what you have done, ( Read more... )

when i came home it was snowing everywhere. snowflakes like little frozen tears, melting on my hands, on my nose and on my cheeks. i love it. snow doesn't smell, it has no taste and it feels cold only for a moment. so it's perfect, it's wonderful. and it's white everywhere! like white blankets that make me afraid of walking on them. i wouldn't like ( Read more... )