i ate a meal from the caf today, thinking that i was being SO good - it was rice with 1/2 cup of tofu, crushed tomatoes, and 1/2 cup of chick peas ( Read more... )

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Age: 22 ( Read more... )

this weekend was ok. i had a banquet with my residence (i am a residence assistant), but when you're doing speeches and so on, it's a lot easier to hide the fact that i was eating an entire plate of salad and steamed vegetables ( Read more... )

i hate myself ( Read more... )

ohhhh boy. my computer crashed. i got mono and couldn't work out. my boyfriend told me he knew what i was doing.. things went bad ( Read more... )

i'm depressing... i've given up on my stupid liquid fast already, because i can get through the whole day, and then screw up during the night and binge... ugh ( Read more... )

liquid fast
i had two chips today (25.7 cal.) BUT
otherwise i only had:
- flavoured tea: 5cal.
- water
- V8: 50 cals.

so far, so good... i'll have some soup for dinner i think, and then go to bed.

i did go for a run this morning... thank goodness. my legs hurt, and i love it.

i just sat around with some people who i work with (we are RA's in a college) and i watched everyone scarf down cookies, and dougnuts, and watch the fat girls drink pop (at 130 cals a can!) and all i could think is, how embarrassing... they're fat, and they won't even do anything about it ( Read more... )

ugh... today was not good. my boyfriend bought me breakfast from macdonalds... yea. i know. and sat and watched me eat it. i don't purge, so i had to eat it. i ate the whole egg mcmuffin... i felt disgusting ( Read more... )