i just took a bunch of acetaminophen (pain killer)
it wont make me feel any better

im worried something bad is going to happen
and i don't know how to stop it

it shouldn't be like this

i used to think i could change
that thought is being ripped away from me

jenna is right when she says "only you can fix you"
but super glue won't last forever

Richard Brautigan ( Read more... )

i hate the kid who sits in the corner
i hate everything about him
i hate the kid who sits in the corner of my mind

I had a really bad day, actually it started last night when I found out that my grandma had died..at least she wont have to suffer anymore. I havn't actually broken down and cried, I've just felt extreamly out of it all day. The last time I saw was when she was in a hospital with a broken ankle and a bunch of other messed up stuff, and I really don ( Read more... )

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i just wanted to update and let you all know that I am still Alive

Anyone who has ever heard of  - The Envy Corps - is awesome, because - The Envy Corps - are awesome

Oh and Michael Suhar-------> Have you heard about the Masters of Horror thing that is comeing out as a televisions show and has an awesome soundtrack, and both are coming out on ( Read more... )

JENNA IM REALLY SORRY THAT I NEVER GOT TO TALK TO YOU TODAY!

I Got Home From Cross Country At 6:00 PM

since then I have been painting (Midnight)

I will try and talk to you tomorrow,

again I am Sorry!

"Your Revolution Is A Joke ( Read more... )

I HATE feeling this way, not knowing what i am feeling, not knowing if this is how i am supposed to feel, not knowing if this even a feeling at all ( Read more... )

And you open the door and you step inside ( Read more... )