Well let's see. Yesterday I spent most of my time out of the office at work because I had to go and meet with my squadron and get yelled at for about 3 hours... then I had to go to physical therapy and then back to my squadron... And in the end they want to send me back there early, and if not early they don't want to give me the time extra time at ( Read more... )

So I sit here... and I can not sleep. My back is hurting times a billion and thats whats mostly keeping me awake... And I don't feel good... GrRrRr ( Read more... )

Okay... so it's official now... me and John are actually official! And right now things are going good for the most part. I eman there are still some things that need to b worked on, but we are getting there ( Read more... )

OKay....so as I sit here thinking... wondering just what to do.... I juts got off the phone with my sister and she asked me why I am always turning arund going back to the one person who is always busy snapoping with me and being a total and complete asshole to me.... And so now I shit here and think about it... Why? Well the one reasont hat i come ( Read more... )

Well everyone... obviously I am back from basic now. Let me just say that it was one hell of an experience... No, it wasn't that hard, but it was an experience that I'll enevr forget! I met some awesome ass people in basic, and the sad part is I may never see them again..... But they were with me through the times when I struggled most and could ( Read more... )

Why is it that everyone loves to play games? I don't understand what it is that everyone loves to play games with me... And what's more then that? Eveyr single one of them like to play wiht my heart... And me being as stupid as I am... I let them. I always end up being the one who is more hurt ( Read more... )

Well.... last night was a pretty good night. It managed to start out like shit though ( Read more... )

So apparently I got the biggest realization last night and it carried over to today. I guess I'm not pretty... I might be someone that guys find gorgeous on the inside... but apparently no guy will ever find me gorgeous on the outside as well. And yes the inside is what matters more.... but I still want to be pretty on the outside. I still would ( Read more... )

Okay... So yesterday was the 4th of July. Went as normal to watch the parade in Fairfield. Kinda nice watching it for once. Usually I am in Hawai'i for the 4th and if I'm not there then I am walking in the Parade... So it was nice to sit and watch! I enjoyed seeing the Air Force marching in it. Call me crazy but I liked that aprt. Couldn't help but ( Read more... )

So.. I know I ahve not been here in daym near forever.... but I just figured that I should post here for all you to know what I am up too.... I have decided to join the Air Force. I knwo a lot of people said they don't see me in the Air Force... but I have thoguth it out...and this is ewhat i want to do... So anyways here is the latest blog that i ( Read more... )