Okay so I know I am at home... but really where am I in this world? I am so afraid of losing my best friend! Sometimes I just don't think that he understands just how much he means to me... Yes, I understand that he has other friends...I ahve no problem because I have other friends too. I just wish that for once he would call me...and suprise me by ( Read more... )

Arghh! i hate the freakin Solano County Police Court People! And even worse I have vacaville cops! First of all...right before I left for hawai'i I got pulled over bya vacaville cop for a headlight being out. thank you very much it had just gone out on me 2 minutes before he pulled me over, and I had the replacements with me becuase I always have a ( Read more... )

I wish for once people could just take a walk in my shoes... and experience what my life is like. I'm not saying I have a bad life at all... I mean I have a crazy but very loving and awesome family. And I have wonderful friends, and a best friend that truly loves me. But for once I wish that people could really see what my life is like. Sure it's ( Read more... )

Did ya all miss me? Yes, I stay back home on da mainland now. And I really wish i were still in hawai'i! I had so much fun... I really loved my trip... Although I did manage to get stung by Portague man-o-war, and I lost a fin boogie boarding... but it was still so much fun. I felt so at home. I mean ever there I really feel like I belong. I don't ( Read more... )

Well... today was a raletively good day! Let's see... Umm aside from the afct that I woke up late, and did not make it to class that is, but that's not exatly a horrible thing either. Umm... first of all at about 1 AM... yes that is in the morning... i got a telephone call... Twas from Eric. he had just got back from hawai'i and he called to tell ( Read more... )

I guess I will leave you all with these little thoughts of luv... I think a lot of you know ehere these are directed torwards... And I think the one who these are directed at knows who you are. Just know that I will ALWAYS be your friend, and I will always love you. Also know that these are not meant for you to take as oh my god this chik is ( Read more... )

I have since started dancing back with Denise, and although I love Denise to death, I feel that I need to move on. I want to move on in my Hula career, and quite franly I do not feel that dancing with Denise will do that for me. I mean she is great and everytyhing but a lot of the girls are still really basic and I want to advance, I want to get ( Read more... )

Okay so I leave for hawai'i in about 5 days or so... and I am getting way excited! I can't wait to be away, and to just chill out... "We were playing in the sun we were having so much fun, on a white sandy beach in Hawai'i, sounds of the ocean sooth me restless soul, souns of the ocean rock me all night long." Rest in Peace Bruddah Iz. Gosh that ( Read more... )

So, sorry I have not been here in forever! My computer was being stupid! Actually it was the DSL that was being retarded and not letting me get on! Grr! But yea, anyways since the last time I talked to you guys, well I started tog et really close with Desmond again! And I really liked that! It was what I wanted!And yes, umm sexual relations! Yup, I ( Read more... )

Okay... so today I had to work at 10 am! They took my on call! Was I suprised?! Yes yes very much so! But anyways after work I went to go pick up Des and we went to Endless for a little bit... After we stopped to talk at a park. I had to explain to him that he was changing very much so! And yea I guess after that, well the rest is history so to ( Read more... )