Eddy wants more. He wants my hand. I choose Eddy.

Sex. There is sex, and then there is his sex, or shall I say, our sex. *sigh, he is so amazing. When I'm around him I melt. We were at each other all night. I love his touch, and the way he placed his lips on mine last night, it was like a dose of passion spiced up 20 notches. I want to love him, but that’s silly. I've already kept secrets ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say really, all I know is this empty feeling I have right now. I know it will pass, but I'm not too sure. No matter what the reason, I always come back to this empty feeling. I just really need someone to listen and not back stab. I can’t even speak everything on here because someone might find me. I want Joel and I think ( Read more... )

He fed me cake and strawberries in bed last night.
He is such a good prince.

*Intermission ( Read more... )

The plan of going out on the boat actually went through today. I feel horrible for not remembering his name, but it was Joel, his friend, his friend's dog; who is cute and cuddly, and of course myself. It was only said that we were going on the boat, but it was then told that we were going wakeboarding. Joel was awesome. He did jumps and falls ( Read more... )

For weeks now the mention of visiting up north with him has come up, and oh how I've loved the idea. The day before last, work came and went; but the surprise was given before the insanity began. He bought us plane tickets, but seemed to have mixed up the dates I'm free. The seat beside him will be empty when he goes and visits, while the four ( Read more... )

While lying is his bed.

"I am a queen & you are my prince."
"No, you are a princess and I am your prince."
"I will be your princess, you will be my prince, this is our castle and where we lay is our thrown."

I think that is a wonderful heading, nothing to do with the entree, but well deserved ( Read more... )

Who has to know?

Feeling like a failure makes me want to have sex.
…but I hate sex, I think it’s nasty, unless we’re being dirty ( Read more... )