Ugh. I'm a bad LiveJournaler. Bad, bad.

It's been forever. Not much has happened.

It's difficult to come back and read my entries a year ago... still not over him. I can't believe it... but I'm still not over him ( Read more... )

I'm still alive ( Read more... )

I spent a lot of time on this journal over the weekend but I didn't even update it. Go figure. ;-)

I got laid finally. It was good and everything I thought it would be.

I really have nothing to say. I wish I did, but not a lot is going on. Have a good day!

LIfe still goes on.

One day at a time.

One moment at a time. I miss you but I've moved on.

In December I'll walk into your shop and you won't even recognize me. If you do, you'll think "damn, I lost a great thing."

I need to get laid.

It comes and goes. Dawns on me how much I miss you sometimes. Then other times it’s the furthest thing from my mind. To be 100% honest, I want this journal to be a secret to everyone. I wish I could act like someone else just to have your friendship again but I would be living a lie. I wish I knew if you’d read this or not if I added you to my ( Read more... )

Things aren't TOO much better. Ugh. I don't know why I bother. He doesn't care!! Get it through your fucking thick brain, Brandi. He doesn't care! You're an idiot. You've messaged him every time he's online and he doesn't even respond. Shit - Why can't I just go on with my life? Maybe I am a psycho bitch afterall. *shrugs ( Read more... )

Of all the things I've believed in ( Read more... )

I heard your voice for the first time yesterday. Sent chills through my spine. I missed it. For a moment, I imagined what you sounded like when you used to talk to me in that voice you do. I imagined what you sounded like when you had an orgasm. Forgive me. I know it was wrong ( Read more... )