I've come to find a lot of dormant emotion recently. Found mainly because I've never really taken the time to think certain thoughts. I know I've done a lot of good things in my life, but sometimes things tend to shake you a bit. I've shut most people out of my life. Not paranoid, but I just don't understand how some people are so comfortable ( Read more... )

There's still beauty in this world, though led by the blind. Don't turn on the tv, it will surely leave you blind. They'll tell you false truths and bold faced lies. It's only misdirection left to hypnotize the minds. So remain in a stand still and don't put up a fight and don't even think about what you feel is right. I hope they all suffer for ( Read more... )

Living this life gets very tiring at times. I've gotten good at ignoring certain things and just brushing them off. But then again, does anything really even matter? All the shit that we go through for a little happiness and for the most part, a lot of pain. I can remember wondering what my life meant since I was a child. I don't understand why ( Read more... )

There's some kind of strength in being able to fall on your ass and being able to keep falling on the same bruised spot. There never seems to be an end to the pain or the drama, but fuck it! Guess I'll have to just keep waiting for things to fall into place once again. The only thing that really bothers me is that I can't really help anyone around ( Read more... )

I've felt like shit since yesterday. Throat's itchy, nose is stuffy, eyes keep watering. I left early from work today around 2 o'clock. There was no way that I was staying out there when the temp was supposed to go up into the high 80's. When I got home, I smoked, played some resident evil and fell asleep for a few hours. It's annoying just to try ( Read more... )

I've realized that there is no giving up with what I've started. And this uphill struggle is still just at the beginning. So let's just run on forever with each other side by side. Letting time slowly burn us to the ground with a smile on our faces. This time is ours, every second and I don't regret a thing. Nothing will ever matter anyway, except ( Read more... )

Lately I haven't had very much to say. Because much of what I'm hearing doesn't make sense. Some people just make their own hell without even trying and then wonder how they got there. I find myself thinking about the world around me and all the mistakes that people make. Something so simple as just letting things be. And I notice that the people ( Read more... )

There is something in silence that can be so pure, even though i have headphones on at the moment. Music never annoys me though. Always there to give me words of wisdom. Even though even words of wisdom over time start running together. The past two mornings, I've woken up with this really weird feeling. I started having clouded thoughts until ( Read more... )

If we could all see the same things, feel what each other's feeling. Jump into another mind that doesn't quite fit our world. Something a little darker, trying to find a way towards being able to see pure white light again. To descend into another state of mind. Another frame of time. To see what we lack and what others know we have inside. ( Read more... )

It's weird how the days pass by. Some longer than others, but I constantly find myself trying to remember what I was doing back then. How I've changed as a person and who I've affected along the way. Now I just do what I'm supposed to do everyday. Always hoping and working something better. Something that I can call mine. To reach toward the sky ( Read more... )