a lot of girls, actually most of the girls i know say that im a big part of their lives...if this is true then why cant i find a girl to be a big part of my life?

A fool may think he is wise. But a wise man knows himself to be a fool.
Knowledge is power. But it is not the key to success. Wisdom requires humility, and the ability to move from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm.

this is what makes me...me

today my store was robbed at gun point by two men, one man came to the counter and asked me to lock the doors, right then my heart sunk and i knew something was up. so i did as he said and i leaned down and locked the doors when i got up i turned to see another man behind the counter with me and a gun to my head i heard it click and then he said " ( Read more... )

must be your skin that i'm sinking in :: must be for real 'cos now i can feel :: and i didn't mind :: it's not my kind :: it's not my time to wonder why :: everything gone white :: and everything's grey :: now you're here now you're away :: i don't want this :: remember that :: i'll never forget where you're at :: don't let the days go by :: ( Read more... )

i buy music INSTEAD of food
i listen to music INSTEAD of sleep
i am music INSTEAD of being dead

--last night as my friend mark does a line of cocaine off of a DVD case he says to me that i have a problem, he says i have an addictive personality, says im addicted to E. then he says that E is so bad for you, "it really fucks up your head" my friend august jumps in and agrees, like his say makes any difference, he then follows mark with a line ( Read more... )

so last night at Scott's house i hung out with some of his friends (Jamie, and Larissa) ive met them before but didnt pay to much attention to them, but this time around they stuck out and i had a lot of fun and i think they did too. they are young but they dont act it, which is a good thing kinda. i dunno, ill give them a chance i guess we will ( Read more... )

(If you're sleeping are you dreaming ( Read more... )

you know you have it bad when you start listening to music that you dont normaly listen to just so you have an excuse to think/talk about a girl you like

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