I'm 21.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Someone said the first 3 days are the worst.

I had something so perfectly planned out in my head.
I thought I was all set.

I was so wrong.

Time to start replanning.

I've been thinking about old friends a lot lately.
And theres this one that I really miss.
A lot.

I hate not keeping in touch.

Everything I say, all my thoughts, everything I believe in today may not be true tomorrow.
I'm always changing.
I contradict myself, too.

Hah.

I choose my company
by the beating of their hearts,
Not the swelling of their heads.

Besides, I'd rather forget the days we spent
Than try to stay afloat in shallow water.

I'm so dependent on everyone else.
This has to change.

Renee Angelica Awesome.

Shut up, you like it.

:)

My life right now is pretty fucking amazing.

Things are turning around for the better.

Its like I feel better, and then I get sick again.