have I done.

I came back exactly 1 year since my last update. What are the odds? Anyway, I'll start with Julia ( Read more... )

Its my last day in Pasadena, Texas... and it wasn't bad. I spend all day in bed with a lovely girl named Julia. She poured her soul out to me in heartfelt tears... the problem was I wasn't inside her soul. Tomorrow we're having breakfast and then I'm leaving. Fuck work ( Read more... )

We all have them ( Read more... )

So I skipped class today so I could sleep... now I won't sleep again :/ ASDFGHHJKLASD ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in a very long time. That's probably a good thing since ALL of my posts appear horribly depressing. I don't think I've changed all that much... I think looking back on those posts is eerie... I didn't think I was that depressed!

UPDATE: MOVING TO CALIFORNIA, FACT OR FICTION? I don't know... I know a good deal of people who have moved ( Read more... )

As of late I believed I had found the woman I could finally fall in love with, but what a perpetual disappointment she is. She told me she didn't want to be with me. After a few days I found that being her friend would be all too difficult a task. I told her I was going to pretend that we never met. She cried for 2 minutes and was over it. This ( Read more... )

I had a horrible dream. I won't even begin to speak of it. :|

Awful.

Someone said they (could) love me the other day. I'm so happy :D I'm also sad since it's been so long since anyone has even hinted at liking me :/ or at least anyone attractive xD Oh well, beggars, choosers, all the nonsense. Oh yeah. And I really hate someone. Good thing I  won't have to see them ever again! :D

I've heard people compare themselves to an island before, when they are feeling lonely. I am not an island, I am not unique or beautiful. I am just a grain of sand. One among millions, with no aspiration to become an island.

It seems like the few friends I had are gone, either by my mistakes, me pushing them away, or them not caring about me as ( Read more... )