my mommy got a job at a hotel as the desk person and now i get to swim in the pool. and go in the warm bubbly jacuzzi. and you are jealous.

missing ( Read more... )

i am very happy we are going on x-mas break.
no degrading teachers insulting your brain.
treating you like a child
i am tired of them
this is a well needed vacation.

my brother and i just got in a fight with my mother. she was drunk like always and was mad because her "boyfriend" couldnt come over because he didnt want to get in a confruntaion with us kids. we dislike him because he is a 35 year old pot head alchoholic. then she started yelling at my brother and i. of course my brother gets angry and starts ( Read more... )

oh lordy. we have a christmas tree. this is exciting.

im cold. my hair is wet.

im shaking.

my hand is bleeding from punching a hole through my door. it hurts to have wood stuck into your hand. i hate when i feel the need to hit the wall or door to relaease my anger and anxiety. why do people have to make me so incredibly frustrated were i am within an inch of my sanity? is it neccisary? i dont think so. i hate being the way i am. so ( Read more... )

mr. harper is a dumb oger. he needs to go away. like now.

i am very sad. i want to cry. i feel like an empty body. i've run out of fuel. im done. i cant take it anymore. i hate them all. i hate the way he controls me. like im his little toy car. he even controls the way i walk now. he doesnt like it when i sloutch. that made me angry ( Read more... )

this week i am going to palm desert, i will be visiting my slut cousin and my pot head aunt and uncle. FUN FUN FUN. i am NOT going to be roped into seeing my crazy fucking aunts pam and paula or my grandfather. that is out of the fucking question. after that excruciating experiance i will be going to mexico. i will be spendind my time with my step ( Read more... )