this thing is stupid...the only purpose it serves is to show me how amazing my fiance is and how much better she is than anyone that has ever entered my life, ever. And I'm getting christian back soon, I just know, i can feel it. I work in an art gallery, its really boring, old men fart in my store and their wives ignore it, that will never be me ( ( Read more... )

this is the biggest named number ( Read more... )

i was looking at old pictures and listening to beck ( Read more... )

Today makes 22 days since I have seen christian. I started hanging pictures of him up in my room and had to stop, and may actually take them down being that I can not stop staring at them and I think it makes things worse. This needs to end real soon before I lose it. The four days a week I have had him I never worked so I could spend every day by ( Read more... )

i have not updated in a while, i guess i havent known what to write ( Read more... )

What a fucking terrible, disgusting, dirty little secret. You whore yourself out, I was once distraut over the fact that we are not talking right now but not anymore, I dont want a friend like you and the fact that I have had so much contact with you over sooo many years makes me sick to my stomach. Stop perpetrating like you are a good person and ( Read more... )

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WEST PALM BEACH, Fla. - A woman who offered to use her 5-month-old pig as bait to lure a tiger that escaped from the home of an actor who once played Tarzan will be cited for animal cruelty, officials said ( Read more... )

I JUST LOST MY WHOLE FUCKING ENTRY!!!!

shorter version:

karaoke rocked, M Howard II, aka me, got yelled at for dancing too much and running the risk of pulling the mic out of the board? the theme of the night was GAME OVER! how could we not be a little out of control?

wakeboarding rules, even though i suck at it.

best version of "hero" ever, ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun: read and worked on my essay, dancing in boston, party on the porch, layin down the konichi-quack HOLY SHIT! say it in portuguese bitches! We went with theresa to her grandparents house where we swam with the weirdest kid i have ever met, ate pizza, did flips and belly-flops off of the diving board, met her DEVOUT catholic ( Read more... )