2008 was an off year. Actually, scratch that. The '08 was quite possibly the worst year i've ever had, and I was quite happy to see it go far, far away ( Read more... )

I have to be awake in 6 hours. Three cheers for insomnia ( Read more... )

If you know me, then chances are pretty good that you are also aware of the current complication in my life. I don't normally ask these sorts of questions, but seeing as how i've had an epiphany of sorts, it's about time that I start weeding some people out of my life who only keep me around to gain something. that being said. I want to know what ( Read more... )

I've run out of things to say, and i'm pretty sure i've run out of options as well. There are no magic words that can fix this, although i wish there were. This all feels like a giant nightmare, but the pain is most definitely real. That being said, I can't sit idly by and not put up a fight to keep this. It's more important to me than words or ( Read more... )

i would probably end up destroying something.

to say that i am having a bad day, would be a massive understatement. Mark my words, the next person to donate a stupid comment at work is gonna get their feelings hurt.

good to know that i am the model employee, and while the others are on the verge of heading to the unemployment line, i'm due for another raise

my personal life is rather awesome at the moment

my kids rule harder than your kids

lets check the score:

dwizz 3 life 0

i win

that will be all

Revolve around yourself it's you and no one else
hard for me to stay...
swinging moods that change
from calmness to deranged
Unpredictable
Unpredictable

You would see if:

only
you hadn't taken things out of my hands
only
you hadn't wanted to understand

I went to a show for the first time since October. Lots of old faces, more like a reunion of sorts. Sometime during MLIW, it hit me, and i actually had to sit down for a minute. I miss it. More than i thought I would. I think that it is time i start considering some of the offers that are on the table ( Read more... )

wow. almost 24 hours later, and i still can't put it all into words. The grand finale of five of the best years of my life, all wrapped up into the single greatest show that i have ever been to, ever. It's gonna be hard to top what went down last night. 900 kids from different parts of the world, singing together so loud that it almost drowned out ( Read more... )

weekend insomnia at its finest. I should be asleep. I wanna be asleep, but it's totally escaping me at the moment. 18 hours away. It seems like a long time, but in reality, it's not. It's all starting to hit me all at once. The realization that in 18 hours, five years of my life comes to a screaching halt. I've pushed it back long enough, and i now ( Read more... )