Yeah, I'm okay now. I've accepted it. I'm okay now. I spent along time crying and my eyes hurt but i think i'm going to be okay - with this atleast. I'm not making any sense, I know, I know, but I don't understand why he can't just love me back. then we could be happy together. Why doesn't he want that? it seems so good to me...

1. English III
2. US History
3. FREE
4. Video
5. Civil Rights
6. AP Calc AB
7. Honors Physics

Please tell me if you have classes with me!
or if you have free with me....
or if you have art when I have free....
or if you have art when I have video...
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cry, you stupid whore, just fucking cry.

in a mood like this, it's too easy for the entire worrld to hit you at once. When you're reading deap books, everything is about following the themes until their end and everything has themes, as if everything was planned, it fits: the end of the world in 2012, the planned end of the world to my planned life ( Read more... )

Two days ago, my cat started to follow me. She hasn't left my presence. I have been doing two things, these two days: reading and eating. Both frustrating pursuits, as I seem to get no father in my book and also no fuller when I eat. The cat is far more interested in what I am eating than anything else about me, and was excited to sniff a blueberry ( Read more... )

This is the second time this week I've had to make a call like this. To call someone you haven't talked to in a long time because you need something from them. The first call was to *Entry has been edited on the request of the commentee, see below*, for weed. That was easy ( Read more... )

even faced with thing that used to make me sad - people who used to bother me - I can think only "I love being alive". I wish everyone could be enjoying the world like I am.

I am mad at my mom, and I am amusing myself with ways to piss her off. I want to set an alarm clock for a time when no one else will be home, and she'll be asleep, and then put the alarm under her matress so when it goes off she'll not be able to find it or turn it off.

My mom just lost two pieces of toast. Made them, took them out of toaster, never made it to buttering them. they were lost. we looked for them.... then made more toast.

I have no clean pants. good thing I have no where to go today.

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