HMMMM So life has been going pretty good. Lots of gay people have been being gay I wont state names or things going on cause it would just take too long. Have decided I am very satisfied with my life right now no matter what anyone says. I have a awesome amazing bf that loves me dearly n cares about me w everything he has. I also have a 2 year old ( Read more... )

So my very good awesome friend Sang decided to take me n my bestest friend ever ERIN to gatlinburg this past weekend! We got on the road at about 4. Erin had shot gun the way up which was fine cause the backseat was SOOO COMFORTABLE! Me n Erin stayed awake most of the time n we all danced to the CHICAGO soundtrack n sang! We also MOOOOOOED a lot! ( Read more... )

I worked today, n it was GAY! So Im goin to try to post every day in this now, but well see how that goes! PERVERTS LOTS OF THEM came in tonite, guy calls n says "i was just in there just wanted to tell u u had a nice ass!!!" AHHHHH!!! SCARY! People r freaks! K well thas all for now BUH BYE!! :)

"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were ( Read more... )

SOOOO Ummm yeah sittin here just decided there is a buncha lame ass ppl in this world. people r just soo dumb n it really bothers me. i feel like i should just sit in this house n have no life n that would b better than goin out n dealin w ppl. im a bitch n im proud of it i dont give a fuck im thick headed i think im always right i tell ppl xactly ( Read more... )

ummm yeah sooo i havent been doin a whole lot sittin on my ass takin care of a 2 year old. life is alrite right now just moved into a new place its a lot bigger n nicer so im likin it alrite although they need to come replace my carpets...fuckers! christmas is comin up i kinda lookin forward to it n at the same time im not cause were kinda broke ( Read more... )

y do I feel like i am nothin n have nothin to even fuckin live for?? y do i feel sooo depressed n sad n want to run away? i cant handle this stress that im under n these feelins im goin thru rite now. i have no car n no job n nothin to show for myself...im a fuckin loser! i feel sooo fuckin worthless i am a worthless peice of shit this is how i ( Read more... )

SCREAMIN AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS WUT THE FUCK R FRIENDS FOR?!?! I GIVE n GIVE n GIVE n never get SHIT in return! I help all my friends out to fullest even after theyve FUCKED me 10 fuckin times! It makes no sense. I have come to the conclusion that it just doesnt matter nemore....I mean y the hell should it? I have come to the conclusion that I just ( Read more... )

Finally updatin the journal...havent been up to much just workin n bein tired all the time. kinda miss my squishie dont see her a whole lot nemore :( xcited cause emily thomas *squirt* is finally back we missed her soooo much! were already havin good times went to the festival w her n my sis the other nite we were SO WASTED! it was def good times! ( Read more... )