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Soooo as I sit at work in stare out the window or stare into a wall all I have time to do is think about shit. Well today I was thinking bout lots of things but 1 being the main thing...People have constantly came in and out of my life and Ive decided that its silly to think that a friend or aquaintences will b forever. Friends have came and went ( Read more... )

mood: angry ( Read more... )

Here's my thought for the day...Im going on 21 years old and have been thru so much in my life. Ive been thru love, Ive had my heart broken, Ive lost a buncha friends, not only from being dicked a whole lot, but from death (2 friends dead n Im only 20). Ive cryed and Ive laughed, Ive been down n Ive been up. Ive had my share of relationships and ( Read more... )

Is neone really ur true friend?? I thot u were my fukkin best friend....I thot u really fukkin cared. I tryed soo hard to b the best friend u ever fukkin had! All I did was care ab u n try my damnest to take care of ya. I took ya where ya needed to go, fed u when u were hungry, I was always there for ya when u needed me, N I never betrayed u or ur ( Read more... )

Im pretty sure sum1 out there wants me to die! Bah, Im always freakin gettin sick! I got a bladder infection thas makin me feel like total fuckin shit n on top of that Im sick as hell w a throbbin headache, aching body, feelin xhausted n wantin to die. Cant I jus go like 3 months w out bein sick? Its not fair!! Puh lease sum1 make me feel better ( Read more... )

yayyyy!!! today serena came ova to ryans n i got to play w her!! shes soooo fukkin awesome!! cutest lil girl ive ever seen!! :)

Well tonite was quit an eventful nite...full of DRAMA!! O jeez dnt ya love that shit??? NOT!!! UGHHHH!!!! I hate stopid fukkin ppl that start stopid fukkin shit....i.e. this stopid dumb whore I kno. UGHHH!!!! All it did was cause more then ever shulda been caused when I was the one from the beginning to say that it wuld cause sumthin like this. But ( Read more... )

I wanna leave now and never come back ( Read more... )

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