I for real hate life starting now!!! AHHH it fukkin drives me nuts!! Im goin to b 20 fukkin years old on Sunday n wut the fuk do i have to fukkin show for it?? Not a god damn thing, not even a secure ass relationship that i shuld currently still have, but of course Emily always fuks up y wuldnt she have fukked that up to? AHHHHHHHHHH Im losin my ( Read more... )

Why is that the one person that I truely ever loved n cared about in life the one person that I hurt the most?? I dnt think that I will ever be able to answer that question....I will continually hate myself for the rest of my life because of what I did. I would be in so much of a better place right now if I wouldnt have had to be stupid! WUT THE ( Read more... )

To my sis....wow i jus want to let u kno how much i love u amanda! ure the most important thing in my life...well n u kno who else is too... but YEA! lol :) i would do NETHING for u nething at all...ur always there for me when i need ya! u always kno how i feel n how to make me feel better. i kno i culd tell u nething! i kno sumtimes im not the ( Read more... )

OOOO I have decided to write how much I love n adore Erin Sankner!! I love her soo freakin much! Shes my best friend in the whole entire world...shes always there for me when i need her no matter wut and when no1 else is!! She loves me more the neone does..cept my sis of course n i kno i can count on her for nething! She wuld do almost as 4 me as i ( Read more... )

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