Sometimes, I just need a friend. I need someone to care about me. To call me and ask how I am doing. A text even. Or a hello in an e-mail. I am just so tired of trying to hold it together for everyone. Being strong for mom and my grandparents and most of all Thomas.I am tired of being the support system for everyone else. Of putting on a happy face ( Read more... )

i am so sick of being told what a horrible person i am.  i work all day long, come home for less than an hour and go to another job because she wont let me quit working at wegmans. wanna know why? because the money goes to her. and she "depends on it". i am so sick of working there.  my time can be much better spent. i also put up most of the ( Read more... )

im tired of it all. tired of the drama of my life. tired of the people i thought were friends treating me like crap. tired of all the nagging, the packing a house basically by myself, and tired of life. i really need an out. im serious. i can not stand to live like this anymore. i can not stand to have my mother treating me like this, my brother ( Read more... )

billy joel is my love.

ok..soo....my roomie and i are not working out so well anymore. for like ..the last few weeks. it hasnt been nice. and i want to move into the room down the hall..but my GRM (aka RA) wont let me. we have to go through a "mediation" process. even though the other girl in the room down the hall and i want to live together. but...we have to make me ( Read more... )

ugh. *tears hair out* why must things be sooooo freaking complicated?

mhm. this weekend was parents and friends weekend. and boy..it was a blast. mom and kate say that i ran them tired. well..ya know what..i ran myself tired. friday night was the first hockey game in the new arena. it was so freaking awesome. we played Utica and we kicked Uticas butt man. just like i told sammie marie we would. woo!
we did alot in ( Read more... )

"I dug me key into the side of his pretty litte suped up four wheel drive. carved my name into his leather seats! took a louieville slugger to both headlights, slashed a hole into all four tires. maybe next time he'll think before he cheats"

mhm. i love Carrie Underwood. she makes me happy. But..Billy Joel makes me happiest.

so..last night we had a ( Read more... )

Its Homecoming Weekend! woot. cant wait to see everyone!

Sooo... this whole college thing is a lot different than what i thought it would be. but..i like it. so..thats what matters. i do miss all the people from home butttttt..ehh.

dad is being a total jerk. as usual.
i miss my bed at home..cuz this one is like..icky. but..oh well. ill get used to it eventually.
haha..i spent like..2 hours last night ( Read more... )