So....Alot has happened. I was hoping Jason would have something else to say...

I'm pregnant. I'm due in December, a week after my birthday. This is so hard. I love Gavin so much but I feel like I'm gonna die. I feel like this baby could kill me. I've gone thru so much just to keep him and I'm so scared. I don't wanna die......We were thinking we'd ( Read more... )

Alot has happened in the time I've been gone. My mom tried to kill herself and tell me it was my fault. As wellas her divorce...Fuck that bullshit. But I'm out now. No more crazy bitch...

I live with my Gamama now. It's soooo much better. I turned 18 on the third of December and got my tongue pierced. YaY! Got more comin'.

I've also met this amazing ( Read more... )

What up, what up?? Goddamn has some shit been goin on.... I'm so happy about last Friday. I got so fucked up on XB's and whiskey and had the freak nastiest sex ever....OMG...I love this man's sex. Ahhhhhh.....SMOKIE.

I dunno too much about what's goin on here anymore. Things never get better so there's never anything new. Except the new things my ( Read more... )

So many bad things have happened in such a short time... As of now I don't even have the tears to cry anymore. I have so much pain, I feel like I've failed and I'm not even sure how. Daniel has betrayed me. He has hurt me deep down to the bottom of my soul. I loved him. I loved him so much that I sacrificed almost everything for him. And he repays ( Read more... )

Jesus you guys.....I hate not having a car. I can't go anywhere anymore....Oh well I guess.

I'm so scared for Mickey. He's not doin good at all. I don't know what to think. If we lose him then we'll all crash. He's been the only support for us...Ever. I hate thinkin about shit like that but it's so hard. Me bein the pessimist that I am and ( Read more... )

• Jason,

I love you so much. I always have and I hope you know. It was great seein you that day. You should try to come again on the weekend or on a Friday when I don't have school. I lost my cell phone again, so try to call my house if you can. (6607669) Daniel got pissed at me about us smokin. But then he changed his mind and said I could only ( Read more... )

Today is my BIRTHDAY!!!! Ha! And I am so blissidly happy. I love Daniel so much you guys. You just don't know what he does to me. But anyways....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

I love you all so much.

Jason I'm sorry things didn't work out. Did you even come to Mobile?? I dunno. But I miss you!

I feel that soon there will be a dirty, nasty fight ( Read more... )

Everything's pretty much Ok, for real for real. Mom's still the same old shit.

OH! I work at Wendy's now! The one on Hillcrest. EVERYONE should come see me...And buy some food cuz it's soooooooooo good.

I'm still smokin the herb, for real for real...It's still my one and only relief from my so-called life.

I love my step-dad soooo much....You ( Read more... )

Wow. Forever huh? Things are OK. I guess. I miss you Jason. I miss everybody.

Me and my mom are not OK. At all. She says she's getting better but I'm not blind and I'm NOT stupid. Despite what she says.

Hey Caleb. It sucks that my mom doesn't like you. Cuz we'd definately hang out more. Of course I'd hang out with all my friends more if it weren't ( Read more... )

Been a while hasn't? Well, things aren't great...At all.....And I don't know what to do...

Caleb is so fragile it seems. It makes me wonder if being friends was a bad idea....I don't want to mess things up again.

I've become an alcoholic.

I am now dating Sam. Who I've known for 15 years. His dad and mine are best friends.

Ben and I made up...We ( Read more... )