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last tuesday, missy tried to leave me. but we are still together. i spazzed and she told me how much she loves me and she wasnt leaving me. ill tell you what, i wont instigate anymore, i wont waste all my money on cigarettes, ill have sex with the goddamn lights on, i wont let anyone see my boobs, i wont be a dick, i wont be a stripper, ill ask ( Read more... ) -
im going to try not to worry about it.
im depressed, im making a little bit of money, just talked to missy...and she didnt sound too happy. im not going to worry about anything though. i mean, if she wants to talk to me and vent about something, then she'll do so. whatever. -
changes...
for some reason, its like im trying to hold up my relationship with sticks and it just keeps falling down on me. my wrong doings, complaining, negativity, overdramaticness, and instagatations are causeing problems for me in this relationship...i also have too much time to think...i guess i make shit up in my head. well i want to go back to always ( Read more... ) -
fuck your meatball
okay, so last night i couldnt go to the kegger with justin...yeah...isnt that bullshit. but uh, my mother made me go with her to erie pennsylvania so she could do her damn tax returns. we stayed at bobby and milli's...thank god millie smokes more cigarettes than i do...and she drinks her coffee black..like me...amazing. some old people are cool ( Read more... ) -
boooooobmonstas...~~~~yay~!!!!
yesterday, work sucked. today work was alright...i lovers missy and levi ...yays!!!!...dude i want a balloon...cancer stick for me tee hee...anywho...missy and levi said its okay that i can go to a kegger tomarrow with of course...best friend...justin! yay justin! im excited...and i dont work tomarrow..i need more hours though...peace smurfs!... ( Read more... ) -
god dammit god dammit ...first day at work was great!...joy...
last night, i went with levi to his house. didnt have sex. he played world of warcraft...gay. me and missy had a fight cause i was being retarded. drama. im sorry that i hurt her all the time. ive been really moody lately. i miss how i used to be so good to her...we got over it and did the paper route together...got done really early thanks to ( Read more... ) -
what the fuck
went to taco bell...ordered chalupa with refried beans instead of meat...fuckers gave me chicken...i threw a temper tantrum in my mom's van...she thinks im sick and i need mental health...whatever. couldnt find a bathing suit in the mall, cause my boobs are fucking enormous, and i had to get a victoria's secret magazine...i have to order a bathing ( Read more... ) -
touch my cigarettes...who the fuck do you think you are?!
so two days ago i went to boardman and went to kevin's. i met this chick katie and basically ended up chillin with her the whole time because kevin was having problems that night. too much drama. glad i met her though cause she's pretty rad. makes me feel like im 16 again. i got to see brandon which was fucking awsome. i missed that kid ( Read more... ) -
and yah
so i guess i should write in this damn thing. i want to get the fuck out of this house. the toilet is clogged, i smoke cigarettes ALL fucking day! and i cant quit smoking. Hopeless. Yes i am very much aware of the fact that i am a weak person if i cant put down the cigarettes. life has new meaning...i see everything differently...its pretty ( Read more... )