my love.
he's been called for jury duty but will likely be excused since he permanently lives in bahrain now.
mmm.

i mean..you could hear me from two rooms away if i was inside ( Read more... )

I started crying tonight while trying to sleep. Things are hard on me right now. My dad's in El Salvador on business so my mom is staying at my house to "keep an eye on my brother and me"; honestly, she doesn't care if my brother and I go smoke out. But that's not the problem. My mom is a HUGE smoker and is only 30-years-old. I can tell her lungs ( Read more... )

I'm still in love. His birthday is on the 29th. I'm going to throw a party ( Read more... )

I'm bored with my life. (Maybe that's the reason I became a homo-fag and reapproved my pics on bp?) But yeah, all my life is at the moment is work, internet, work, internet. The internet is boring now anyways. Maybe it's a phase. But the only thing keeping me going is the thought of Michael Jackson and the sound of his voice. I just keep thinking " ( Read more... )

Read my very first journal entry. Then, read my previous one ( Read more... )

i made a "wish box." it's a shoe box decorated and such that i spent three hours on while watching "the last samurai." it's pretty. maybe ill take some pics of it. well, anyways ( Read more... )

everytime i watch drop dead fred, i cry

i just want to caress his face and body. he drives me insane (almost literally). his smile. my god his smile. when i see it, i take both hands and run them through my hair. i just want to lie in bed with him with my arm over his chest. >.but good news..or bad news...which ever way you want to interpret it. (i actually feel kind of guilty still). ( Read more... )

T'was around 3:30 in the afternoon when I heard on the first radio station that I had been first listening to from Chicago through Rockford (WLIT the Light) that my love's trial had reached a verdict on his allegations. It was at that moment that I pulled over on the shoulder of I-90 WEST in Illinois and threw up. But I pretty much immediately got ( Read more... )