me conozco, creo. mi vida se hace de los olores que asocio con cada aspecto del mundo. calabazas quemadas en la lluvia. mis dedos despues de comer fresas. cuando tienes chicle y respiras de tu nariz. ropa limpia ( Read more... )

my eyes are metallic and that's how i feel. you're crying in front of me, and i just stand there, cold like metal, waiting for it to be over.

i'll miss it too. i don't know about any of this and i'm scared. way to make it better...not

to show you the light

I am FLLAAAAAAAAWED! But i am cleaning up so well, i am seeing in me now...well, what DO you see? that's the thing.

i'm looking forward to waking up, and sitting in my bed under the fuzzy blanket. looking out the window, and not getting up until i'm good and ready

I wanna know, can you show me? -ntm!

i wanted to be let back in, and it seems a window has been opened. well, i hope you know that i plan on crawling in and unlocking the door.

"every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing." - mother theresa
"dad, it's all a grey area." - saved

through a crowd, well you know i'd be proud ( Read more... )

ah yes, as with all the promises i've ever made to myself, add this one to the reject pile. what else will end up here, i wonder? no matter how many times i try the "because I can" argument there's never any change in the outcome, really. thinking about the things i've sworn to myself and have yet to screw up, i'm forcibly reminded of thoughts ( Read more... )

this thing is goddamn stupid. lj, i mean.

before, i quit all of my online thingies because of grades. now i'm going to keep up with facebook and myspace, but not this shit.

so yeah. not going to be using this anymore. look up my myspace. or don't. talking in person is better anyway.

i fear karma ( Read more... )

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