i hate migraines!!!!!!!!!!

so ive been feeling pretty down lately.. i feel completly unhappy with the way my body and outlook on things are, and have been. i know i shouldnt feel like this, babies dont come easy after all. i wish i could just forget someone put food on the earth, just for a little while until i lose all of my unhappiness, in pound form that is. sometimes i ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days i have been talking with an old friend, and its kind of a nice feeling to have an old friend around because you have that comfortable feeling but at the same time it has been such a long time since i saw them and talked to them that now its like we have a ton to talk about. its just a nice feeling ( Read more... )

things that are so small sometimes are the most complicated. even to put them down sometimes seem to be the most complicated. i dont think people relize i am a mother, i enjoy being a mother and i can handle anything i need to handle on my own. crying, changing, playing.. any of this i can handle on my own, i know i can handle this on my own ( Read more... )

It`s funny how you forget things so easily and then out of no where you remeber them as if you had been asked a trivia question from your childhood.. I had not been able to post to this journal in some time now because I had forgotten the password and then tonight by some miracle I crawled out of bed, over to the computer and put in the password I ( Read more... )

is beautiful ( Read more... )

This is what has been going on recently ( Read more... )

happy, or completly unsatisfide ( Read more... )

as i sit in a coffee shope down the street from my new apartment, i listen to two very intelectual men talk about the world and life from their points of views. i can barely hear them over the roar of a musician playing through the headphone i am wearing, however on the slowest parts i can catch a speck of their voices, and it makes me think to ( Read more... )

children have children`s minds and it`s hard to remeber that factor when talking to one. they know nothing of love, life, experiance, or just the world in general. not saying i am grown but i have grown from that position and have learned a little more than baseing my life around music as if it were life support ( Read more... )