yeah i went to look at colleges on saturday. and on sunday i was basically grounded. um yeah im going to be 18 and my parents are still teling me i cant go out until i do my chores. fuck them ( Read more... )

well i havent been up to anything. everything is on hold because college. im so stressed out. its ridiculous. i hate college and i havent even started yet. ill probably end up going to a school about 3 hours away. no farther than that ( Read more... )

lets see. life as maria has known it, has completely changed. im finally doing the things i want to do when i want to do them. freedom is in my hands. hah. ive been hanigng out with kendl all the time, and having so much fun. fun times like when i used to be with sandy. i think that steve had alot to do with me draining myself and always being ( Read more... )

we won our game today. colts neck eat shit.
i hit some girl with my stick. ehh oh well they were bitches.
today sucked. i just keep getting sicker as time goes on. blah.
what is my problem? im so fucking miserable lately.

i didnt want it to mean this much to meim finally in all the classes i wanted to get in, except media graphics. i droped print ( Read more... )

yeah so lately shit has sucked horribly. just everything. and to top it off im sick. i hate crazy bitches. and if u know me, you than know who i am talking about. my mom is been a big flaming douche ball, and no matter what i do im wrong. she sucks. life sucks. i need to sleep through a fews weeks ( Read more... )

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lets see. yesterday was keiths birthday. i felt like kendl was avoiding me all last night, and again today. i looked in the parking lot and her car was gone, so idk maybe she left ( Read more... )

lets see, this weekend i wasnt sober, at all. me and steve hung out friday night. we hung out with keith for a little while. he had to pick up his cousin. she seemed awesome and funny ( Read more... )

yesterday practice was boring as hell. we have another game today, its home so hopefully ill be outta there earlier than i usually am. i have nothing really to talk about. i need a cigg. i think im going to leave early before the game. ARGH.
.:empty thoughts:.

maRia

we won yesterday.shut out 2-0. red bank regional ate our dirt. another game on thursday, its home. i was talking to lauri today in english and we were talking about our boyfriends, and how we feel so tied down. how we dont have many friends because of them. and its so true. im not married i should be able to what i want, when i want to. im not ( Read more... )