I'm single. Very very single and have been for 6 months. I made some very strange, out of character decisions while I was lingering around in that tiny town of Iowa. So, I did it again. I packed up and moved. I'm home, in San Diego and loving my life. Even if I'm not sure what my life is yet. But I'm on my own and I'm going to figure it all ( Read more... )

I've never felt so lonely. Being here is very strange. I have no friends and this town isn't very welcoming so far. I'm just waiting for school to start so that I can be distracted. She hates me. All the "shes" hate me ( Read more... )

I don't know how to get a hold of you or how to tell you...or even if you'll care. But I'm moving to Iowa next thursday. I was offered a job to coach college cheerleading and I get to go to college!!! I am majoring in Sports Medicine and Language Arts for the Deaf. I want to come back to Austin with my degree and work in Athletics at the School ( Read more... )

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I'll be ready when you are.

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how much time? It's been "over" for a year and a half. Why do we make those goofy faces and silly smiles when we see each other? Soul mates? Maybe...probably. She's in love again, she told me. It only makes sense. I wanted her to STOP drinking...so now she's with the bartender. I wanted her to stop, she serves it to her! Different world we ( Read more... )

I was angry...I should have asked you first.

BETRAYAL...UNFORGIVABLE...FUCK YOU

it's 4am. i can't sleep. yesterday was thanksgiving...one year ago i made the biggest mistake of my life. i can't believe it's been an entire year. that must mean it's really over. i spent the entire day yesterday throwing up, i almost had to go to the hospital again. i didn't want to so i just dealt with the pain. i guess it was my own sort of ( Read more... )