my grandma passed away today. she was 89 years old.

i hate that my last couple of entries have included him. but really i want nothing more than to just get over it. ya i know it takes time blah blah blah. this isn't the hardest thing i've ever done. being with him is harder than getting over him. so really i'm thankful, but come on...this blows. we all know what break ups are like. it's not like i' ( Read more... )

p.s. i'm moving out this weekend with 2 fabulous girls! i'm SO excited!

i just so happen to have gotten the worst of the batch. overreacting you'd say? ...definitely not. i am just so thankful for having the friends that i have. and now...i have the opportunity of going back to what i thought was done and over with. promises are being made and such but really...a 5th time? you would think that it'd be blatantly obvious ( Read more... )

break ups are painful no matter how over it you think you are ( Read more... )

so pretty much i left LMU. i have 2 months to do something productive until school starts up again. 6 months ago i had no time to sit back for more than 2 minutes. now all i have is time. when i'm busy i wish that i wasn't, when i'm not i wish that i was ( Read more... )

but for the better. it's amazing when you can really understand the importance of learning from every relationship. i know exactly how much to give away next time. letting my guard down too soon, opening up when i shouldn't have, believing that it may develop into something real...meh yeah it's a bummer to think that all that effort went no where ( Read more... )

well well well.. i haven't been here in a while. it's good to be back. christmas was alright. it didn't feel like christmas really. it hasn't for the past couple of years. oh well..can't wait for the new year ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE ( Read more... )

so today some guy came into my work asking to talk to a manager regarding an application. while he was waiting for my manager to come up, he straight up asked me.. "so do you know that Jesus Christ is our Lord and savior?" and i said "yes" we talked about our churches and then my manager walked up. the man asked about being a server and my manager ( Read more... )