feelin pretty shitty. Shittiest part is the only person that can make me feel better, doesn't want to speak with me. Note to self: don't ever ask someone if they're excited ever again. Because now, he's acting like i raped his dog or worse yet, burned down a library. this is ridiculous ( Read more... )

i don't really use el jay anymore ( Read more... )

pretty stoked about life right now. I'm kind of looking forward to the future.

I was so scared for my life today. I nearly had a heart attack. I was frolicking in a subdivision with a boy and he wanted to suck face with me. He saw a grassy area with trees, and he thought that would be the most perfect place to suck face with me. We started walking to the area when he came to a screeching halt. and im all, 'wtf'. And he starts ( Read more... )

I won 200 bucks at the casino the other night. I'm also getting a sweet tan. Life is pretty good.

I don't know. I thought i'd be really stoked to find out that she dicked him over. However, I just feel sad for him. I'm sure he's totally bummed out, and that sucks. as much as i want to hate him, i still care about him. i'm such a sucker.

Sometimes i feel like i'm leading a double life. I need to stop acting all slutty. And i need to stop hooking up with guys with no potential. I'm too embarrassed to even discuss the last one. I think i deserve an oscar for outstanding female performance though.
Cool thing though; i think some guy is buying me an iphone. score!

Honestly, i didn't know i could ever feel this miserable. I really just feel like moving back to vegas right now and being with my friends.
Fuck feeling miserable.

So for those of you who don't know, there was a shooting at my school (NIU) a couple weeks ago ( Read more... )

It's pretty weird seeing my school blasted all over the internet.
but yea, there was a school shooting. i'm not dead. I left about five minutes before it happened, luckily.