I wish i had a way with words, i wish i was eloquent and could express myself without crying or yelling or even not saying anything at all. But since im not please read this anyway and just put in your own metaphors and special big words whereve you feel necessary ( Read more... )

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today has been a rather boring day, i started to pack up my room and went through some really old journals ands realized how much i havent changed. it was rather sad ( Read more... )

we found a house! and we actually got it!!! it is pretty and special and has 3 bathrooms one with a jacuzzie tub!! and my room is going to be red! and i am very excited! and it is close to my roxanne and the mall and a bus!!!! ahhhhhh i am so happy!!!!

i am wearing my new tuque.
and sneezing.
i hate being sick.

so last night was probably the shittiest ive felt in an extremly long time, yes i know ive been drinking for 3 days straight but this wasnt a hangover. i was truly sick. runny nose, fever, headache, sore throat, cough. the works. i had boogers everywhere because i cant wipe or blow my nose properly and i just couldnt stop crying ( Read more... )

so birthdays are extra cool! i wish it was my birthday all the time. you dont have to buy your own drinks everyone is nice to you and you just have so much fun. these past few days have been tons of fun. losing money at the casino, getting super drunk at the bar, getting my nose pierced with roxanne. everything has just been so amazing. i am still ( Read more... )

today is my birthday doot doot doot'
that is all

so i just had my first pshych test and i really dont think i did to well. i am scared now. i couldnt remember anything. oh well.
now i want booster juice.

my dad was just here, we all sat down and had the dreaded talk that was supposed to take place a long time ago. he cried and i felt bad... i dont know why. i probably shouldnt. but i did. now im kinda upset and want to be cuddled.

its my birthday in 3 days. i am very excited!!!