so today i am feeling a bit better. its greatg to know i have the support from all of my friends and everyone who loves me. things arent really terribly bad but i just some stupid way of thinking that the world is crashing down on me. i always seem to think things are a lot worse then they really are. i need to tame down my worry level to about a 2 ( Read more... )

you know that feeling of thinking your tears are all gone and you are ready to smile again... instead you get in the car and before you know it the tears have found their way back to your cheeks ( Read more... )

so i finally changed my ugly layout colors to new pretty ones. it is rather exciting.

so today was my first day of school. and it was very exciting but yet boring and long. it really isnt fun having so much time in between classes. i almost fell asleep today on a couch but was scared i would miss my next class. Anthropology is very exciting my prof is nice and is also a witch (seriously). My astronomy prof is pretty much everything ( Read more... )

im not mad, im sad ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt that maybe, just maybe everything in one exact moment is perfect but that moment seems to last way longer then a moment? I swear its the craziest most amazing feeling ever and i wish that it could last forever and i wish i could explain so much better but words arent exactly one of my strenghs. i dont know know to describe it... ( Read more... )

things are good
i just worry to much.

i feel like shit ( Read more... )

i havent updated in what seems to be forever.. but its only because of my stupid shitty computer and its even stupider shittier virus. Not much has been happening my lovely Roxanne is home from france, so i am extremely happy. I missed her very very much! So now things are pretty much back to normal ( Read more... )

camping was so awesome.. the crappy tent held up and all was good ( Read more... )