So I've officially established that I'm not a lesbian. Go Me! Been there tried that, dick is just more fun. But there both out of my system though (like killing 2 birds with one stone,except sex is the stone...and they didnt die). I can't believe I just have such a nothing feeling now. As long as he doesn't love me and doesn't think I'm gonna have ( Read more... )

I love the texture of kiwi.Soft but kinda grainy,almost like a tongue. This beautiful girl that jen and i saw the other day, still makes me feel completley inferior. She was beautiful without being common ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to get something pierced this weekend. I think I might have a plan for the future. I want to visit my grandma. I really want to have sex or sexual like content, all week has been intense sexual frustration.

g'night beautiful ladies

love
giz

Happy Valentines Day

Just finished re-reading perks of being a wallflower. I'm so glad I did because i got so much more out of it this time around. Spent an evening with Jen reading old emails sent to eachother, I can't believe how funny we were(are?). I love how humor is usually the direct result of extreme boredom or dissatisfaction. I miss getting really long emails ( Read more... )

Just finished re-reading perks of being a wallflower. I'm so glad I did because i got so much more out of it this time around. Spent an evening with Jen reading old emails sent to eachother, I can't believe how funny we were(are?). I love how humor is usually the direct result of extreme boredom or dissatisfaction. I miss getting really long emails ( Read more... )

still alive and kicking well not kicking cause i dont want to hurt anyone around me.

love
giz

I hate how I constantly live in the past. Actually thats not being honest, I dont hate it, but I say I do because I believe other people get mad that I do. Not mad, but frustrated perhaps. I should be over him. I'm not. Would I take him back? the answer is yes. Making the same mistakes over again because its impossible to go backwards. Am I ( Read more... )

1.Had thanksgiving early,and now feel like october isn't turning out like i wanted ( Read more... )

The best part was the way he fucked me minutes before dumping me. I'm tired of crying over him, but it doesn't seem to stop, the best I can do is control while at work. Usually only start crying when I have to tell peoples it's over and they ask me "are you ok". I think i'll keep my journal a secret.
love
giz