I really like him. What a dangerous, dangerous feeling. Is it better to start a relationship knowing it's all going to end, or believing it's going to go on forever. I guess if you know its going to end either way might as well enjoy the idea of being with this person as long as you can. I think I'll be going public with this journal soon. It was ( Read more... )

I was worried that we would only want to be together cause we just really want to be with someone. Then I realized hey it's probably all ending before it begins and I got sad, still am, and so obviously I do want to be with him. Now chances are slim to none because he's super busy with school, job and hockey and freaking out that he had a moment of ( Read more... )

I'm torn between many things.To share this journal or not.Between groups of friends.People I liked and who I now like. And if I ever choose I feel guilty about what I didn't take. I'm just constantly shrouded in guilt. So much I want to express but I can't yet because of promises and indecsion. Jordans anger frightens me even when its suppose to be ( Read more... )

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I created this livejournal feeling like I have betrayed my original deadjournal. I don't know if your going to be used, guilt might overcome me and I may return to my dj. It will probably come down to using both. Would it be terrible not to tell my other DJ writter (except serah) that secretly I'm somewhere else. Pondering thoughts.

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