I got a new live journal and have had it for over a year now and it logged me onto this old one....eerie.

This is one is too exposed and makes me vulnerable. It has bad memories...eew. It should be technologically burned. I can't get rid of it though for some odd reason...memories I suppose. Nonetheless I must get off immediatly and escape to my ( Read more... )

Heartache heartache I just have so much

You do not know how much this hurts me
To say these things that I don't want to say
But have to say them anyway

And I could never tell you how I really feel
And for that I eternally apologize 
I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it ( Read more... )

1. Thank you letters for my birthday gifts.
2. Homework
3. Study Script
4. Pick out monologues for scholarship competition. I want first this year.
5. Fall out of love with Vince.
6. Pretend everything is alright.
7. Clean Room
8. Clean Car
9. Organize some fundraisers for Australia
10. Forget about Vince
11. Register my car
12. Bathe Bella
13. Not answer when ( Read more... )

Briana and the boy can't say no to eachother.
Briana is so confused.
Briana is hurting.

There once was a girl named Briana and she had a broken heart. She broke a boy's heart but he broke her's too. Unintentially but nevertheless broke it. She was tired of being paranoid and having low self esteem. She was exasperated waiting for the boy to grow up. Briana had to end it with the boy and she tried but he won't let her. He says please ( Read more... )

So this winter break...much different I guess you could say...no you could definitly say. It depresses me more than anyone could imagine ( Read more... )

The play went better than expected.
What with the crappy script, Mr. Stubbs being over dramatic and giving up on us, and all the other conundrums we faced we did excellent.
I'm so incredibly excited for the next play I can't take it.

I'm broke.
I left my expensive digital camera in the drama room. I'm incredibly concerned.
I have so much to do.
I hate ( Read more... )

The fight is over. I can't believe the roller coaster of our relationship!
ack...pathetic.

Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world

"Excuse me, sir,
But I have plans to die tonight
Oh, and you are directly in my way
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right"
My reply:
"Excuse me, miss
But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me
And exactly who you' ( Read more... )

I'm done with your wishwashy feelings towards me because to tell you the truth I'm just as wishwashy. Yeah now it's awkward. I can tell when we talk. I could tell when you hugged me yesterday and when you went in to kiss me how it just isn't the same. You've probably seen other people. I may have seen a few. Its not the same with them..but it's not ( Read more... )