i hate everything.

So much has happened in the last few months and I haven't even wanted to write about it. Basically the relationship I thought I had was crap. It sucks being in yet ANOTHER relationship where all the person does is lie to me. I can't understand what makes people feel the need to lie to me, considering I'm very open minded and understanding. So yet ( Read more... )

Life is on the upswing right now, thank God! I feel like my life, along with all those around me, has really fallen into place finally. Erin is married and living with her hubby in Montana, Carry is in grad school, Karyn is about to get her Bachelors, and I'm about to transfer schools to get my Bachelors AND I'm happily in love with my best friend ( Read more... )

I am so sad that you're moving, I can't even tell you! I have no idea what I'm going to do without you on Thursday nights, who the hell else am I supposed to take 97 pictures with and laugh in order to hide my crying from grey's?! I'm going to miss you so much, it like hurts to think about. You're the best friend in the whole entire world and I ( Read more... )

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So I told Alex that I would start driving up to la to stay with him during the week. I went on Monday and had the best night with him EVER. The drive was super easy even though I left during rush hour, I had my new Taylor Swift cd and I was set. By the time I got there I was starving but didn't want to make him go to dinner since his schedule on ( Read more... )

So I used to think that only being able to see him two days a week was ideal...um I'm definitely getting more needy hahaha. I can't wait for the season to be over! I love being taken on dates though, like legit dates. It always makes it easier when the person has been your best friend for almost 6 years too. It makes it especially easier when you' ( Read more... )

One of the best feelings in the world is the feeling that having amazing friends gives you. I've been lucky enough to have my four best friends who have been my best friends for almost 6 years. Carry, Erin, Karyn, and Fernanda have absolutely ALWAYS been there no matter what. We don't fight, we don't bicker, we're not dumb fucking broads, we're ( Read more... )

so basically i hate everyone tonight. i decided to go through a few of my old friends (and ex boyfriends) myspace comments from back in the day and it made me hate a lot of people again. i hate when you know that dumb girls are only adding you on the space cause they want to lurk your shit. at least send me a message be like hey i want to lurk your ( Read more... )

hmmm, so i'm officially 20. pretty weird considering i think everyone has always seen me as being like 7 years old, including myself. life is going really well right now (but i don't want to jinx it). for once i am finally really focusing on school and getting really good grades. last semester i got straight a's and this semester i'm hoping to as ( Read more... )