tired
frustrated
bewildered
shocked

you are who you are

and i'm over it

I pray for humility in Christ
for the ability to love past my ability to love
to love like Christ
to be like Christ
to not confuse my desires/thoughts/flesh with the will of God
For it is only in your will that I am free
For it is only in your will that I am free
For it is only in your will that I am free
For it is only in your will that I am free
I pray ( Read more... )

So I am OFFICIALLY a Registered Nurse!

I passed my boards, which I am way stoked about.
The past 5.5 years of work coming into full fruition
Now I can just go to work
Come home
And have nothing hanging over my head that I have to do
Like write papers
or study for exams

I used to think to myself when I would stress about things I have to do
Man, nobody else ( Read more... )

prayers please friends
NCLEX tomorrow

So today I slept until 9:30
and it was swell
my body is so used to getting up early, 
it tried to not let me sleep in
I kept waking up and realizing I didn't have to be up
so I would just stretch and roll over
and try to go back to sleep
but eventually Zaccheus started barking 
and my body was saying 
NO MORE SLEEPLY TIME
GET UP
so now I am up
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SO I really don't like studying
I mean I graduated
I shouldn't be studying anymore right?
wrong
unfort to be a nurse
you have to be deemed fit to practice by the board of nurse examiners
hence the state boards = nclex = poop

i don't like studying for it
it is NO fun
i have orientation to work next week
mon tues and then wed i have a math test
good times right ( Read more... )

so this week has been pretty much the bomb
although there have been a few bumps in the road along the way
it has been lovely

i am left in sadness though over the departure of my family
i miss them everyday but
i don't realize how much until they visit and then leave again
i am praying that they make the move down here
that would be the best ever

people are ( Read more... )

So this week is the one I have been waiting for
planning for
hoping for 
for a very long time now

and by the by
this day didn't fall out from the sky
it has been the same for the past 2 years + now
but whatever, 
i say

so my family is starting to make their way in
mom from new zealand tonight
mark????brother????? from new zealand tonight???hmmmm......

dad and ( Read more... )

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its funny ( Read more... )