im trying to remain joyful and to focus on all the things that God has blessed me with ( Read more... )

so i am feeling much better ( Read more... )

man, im so tired ( Read more... )

so i am pushing my way through ( Read more... )

some people are disgusting.  and idiotic. pathetic ( Read more... )

so where to go from here ( Read more... )

i am a mess ( Read more... )

"oh mercy, fall on me
like a warm blanket
on my cold cold heart"

i stumbled upon this journal again. the journal i rarely. if ever used. i like the idea of this. as i did then. so i may use it. if i remember.

geez. man. life.
life is c.r.a.z.y.
and it is plagued with emotion.
and im just along for the ride
i can never settle on just one thing. it always ( Read more... )

i feel that i am clinging so tightly. so tightly. to something that is far to big for me too hold.  is it still reality?  or is this thing thats slipping out of my hands and into the thick black abyss, just a memory. and who is that tugging on the other end?

A dream that I am the only one still yet to wake up from.

i feel like i ( Read more... )

so i am tired and frustrated. the same old crap always seeming to be haunting my spirit. weighing heavily upon me.  i wish i could cut it loose.  like the useless appendage it is.  but that isnt an option.  ive tried walking away.  but in which direction do i head?  regardless which way, my path always ends up here.  right back where i started.  ( Read more... )