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hey all one people who read my LJ i haven't been using this much but um i think i might start trying to again. so some stuffs changed for me my grades are in the shitter but thats not a very big deal i have accepted the fact that im not my sister so im hoping soon my parrents will too. school up to now has sucked. the tight nit group of friends i ( Read more... )

Asleep mid-sentence the words fell apart ( Read more... )

How can I care so much about someone I hardly even know ( Read more... )

Recently I have begun to really evaluate the egotism of American society. I've had some fairly intresting encounters with people from other countries and had the chance to gain some insight as to how foreigners view America and its really quite disturbing. People are actually scared of us and have good reason, they have well founded fears of ( Read more... )

should I express my feelings to her or should I stick with neutrality. I find myself slapped with this question as I move farther on from the recent plane crash I survived. I just don't know any more I need to find something... thas it

today was a good one even though bekah didn't call like she said. I went over to Alden's and we worked on the stuff for the talent show... its gonna be gangsta ALRIGHT!!! Mr. Alex was there. We supposed to get up early tomorrow and get every thing finished up dont know if that gonna happen but we'll get everthing straight no matter what. Then i ( Read more... )

Hi all two people that read this I decided to update. umm... ... not much going on in my life just found out I got a couple of friends that are more important than I thought. I decided that I need to clean up my language try and cut back on my eff words ya know I dont mind them but Im trying to be MORE CONSIDERATE yea thats a new thing hope I can ( Read more... )

yeah its been a long time since I've updated lets see I just got back from my trip to Kentucky to go sailing for a week that was pretty cool it was a much needed break from the complications of everyday life. I've been thinking about alot of things since the end of school and i've realized that I've had enough of the cynicism and hypocrisy that ( Read more... )

yea summer is suckin so far but its cool i get to live the gourmet lifestyle cause im perfectly content not eating at all. workouts are great dropped ten pounds so far hoping to put it back on the right way this time. been sleepin alot for some reason but ots cool sleep is good. lookin forward to practice this wednesday haven't seen ne of my g ( Read more... )