wicked consumption
wicked assumptions,
it all leads to no good.
[smile] hack these heartstrings to pieces.

absorbed metamorphosis
rotting jesus skunk gums
filthy narcotics induced slander
a full circle masquerade

the illusionist himself is the only one aware of the horrors he has created

raindrops are leaking through the rafters. dusty spiderwebs are sagging under the weight. we are all sagging under the weight, all of us. we are buckling at the knees and splitting at the seams. like gravity, this motherfucker is relentless. my throat is parched. my fingernails are grubby and chewed to the skin. what do we call this wilting shadow ( Read more... )

The melancholy boy ( Read more... )

somewhere, in a dirty hole in the side of the mountain
bill buckner can finally relax and breathe
because he is no longer the goat who blew it all.
a giant weight has been lifted off of many generations
of my bostonian relatives,
we are no longer perpetual losers
just a bunch of idiots.
and so i cried.
at least i was alive to witness it.

today a bunch of indian thugs jumped me and picked my pocket ( Read more... )

this afternoon i was blasted off to another planet called AT&T wireles ( Read more... )

listen to shins.....it will change your life.

1:52 a.m.
oh dear....
alarm set for.... 3:30
not the best decision to play poker all night
so now i get to pull an all-nighter and retreat to my
cage at 4am to serve hot beverages to impatient people for 6 hours
with no sleep.
not even caffeine will save me from this blunder.

every night i come home and rip off my skin to fight crime as my alter-ego superhero persona. in these dreams the pain hurts less and all problems are easily neutralized by my bulging biceps. as i roam the streets i dread the moment when i am forced to wake up in this black-hole of a city where everything is oh so very wrong.

so i tried and tried and called everyone at my store to try to get my saturday shift covered so that i could go to san diego. but we are seriously understaffed right now so it didnt happen. i called three other stores and had them post a notice in case anyone could help bail me out, but i have not gotten a call yet. there is a small, practically ( Read more... )