wow long time no type. I dont even know where to begin, so much crap as happened since I last updated and now I am just trying to hold back and protect myself from all the crap that could lead me into another downfall. I am full of fear. I just recently ironed out all the wrinkles and creases that were major problems. I had ran away, tori had ran ( Read more... )

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I am sitting bored in tech.. I haven't updated soo I am updating to show that yes I am still alive and I am getting old *CRYING*. I am hungry and I should get to doing my work love on ya

Nothing.. I am nothing, there is nothing, no words, no happiness, no feeling, no love! What do I got? I got sarrow, I got a gap in myself, I got hate, I got pain. I can't sleep I can't think I can't go on like this. My parents have to put me to sleep. My mom had to hypotize me last night so I would stop crying and stop hurting myself. I feel.. ( Read more... )

So what am I doin? Feeling miserable. They made me eat -_- and they keep watching me. I am not going to break down in front of them. I don't wanna do stay out of this and be in the dark. I love her and I can't do one damn thing! Does anyone have any idea how much this hurts ( Read more... )

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I am broken down, torn into shreads of nothing. I am not complete, I am not anything. I lost my life, I was sold to the hands of society and its evil ways. How could this happen, where did I let love lead me into this. There is no more feeling of happiness, no more feeling of a good future to look forward to. My eyes only know how to drip tears, my ( Read more... )

I have fell off the deep end. I am just full of so much confusion. How will I go on, why should I? Nothing is helping. All I have are memories that make things even worse. No one has comforting words, no one can put warmth back in my life, it cant be replaced!!! PLease I beg for a miracle. I will bleed and plea for mercy. I GIVE UP YOU WIN JUST ( Read more... )

So nothing new.. as usual. I just wanna hang out and be free.. Something is stupid in my tooth and it hurts, well no its annoying me cuz I cant really understand if it is pain or irration. I don't understand somethings anymore. We have answers but exactly are they answers to? Eh

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¿Qué hago? No sé qué hacer. Me pierden. Soy confuso. ¿Por qué no pueden las cosas ser más fáciles? ¡cAyuda! Explique a mí qué está sucediendo exactamente. No tengo gusto de sentirme como esto. No tengo gusto de pensar como esto ( Read more... )